Thoughts
These days we go through the Kihon Happo again. It is strange to realize how much I enjoy it. I was a bit neutral with it in the past because I did not see on what way could practising Kihon Happo again and again improve my skills.
But in the past few months it completely turned the other way around. I see so many possibilities there, so many things to explore. I think that now it started to come to live in me. I see what a "brilliant" it can be if one takes the effort to keep polishing this diamond. The more I want to develop the deeper I need to explore Kihon Happo.
I. told me today at training that I should continue putting down some thoughts of mine that he would publish on the dojo's site.
Well, I do not know. Although I often contemplate on questions regarding Budo, life, philosophy and such, I am a bit reluctant about publishing them. This blog is a different issue - I put down my thoughts partly for myself and partly for you in case you were interested what's up with me.
But publishing my thoughts on the dojo's site is something that I am not sure about.
In majority of the cases people here are not open enough, so they cannot understand what I think or cannot accept it, and I am too lazy to give a better explanation... you know "why to force?"
So I prefer not writing anything for them at all.
I already wrote a few sentences about the "Big Swing" because people kept asking about that, so I have put down how useless it is to discuss who feels what during the test. But even after this I have heard back some negative opinions, such as I started distributing the "wit", and things like these. So it really makes me think twice before I publish any thoughts here.
But in the past few months it completely turned the other way around. I see so many possibilities there, so many things to explore. I think that now it started to come to live in me. I see what a "brilliant" it can be if one takes the effort to keep polishing this diamond. The more I want to develop the deeper I need to explore Kihon Happo.
I. told me today at training that I should continue putting down some thoughts of mine that he would publish on the dojo's site.
Well, I do not know. Although I often contemplate on questions regarding Budo, life, philosophy and such, I am a bit reluctant about publishing them. This blog is a different issue - I put down my thoughts partly for myself and partly for you in case you were interested what's up with me.
But publishing my thoughts on the dojo's site is something that I am not sure about.
In majority of the cases people here are not open enough, so they cannot understand what I think or cannot accept it, and I am too lazy to give a better explanation... you know "why to force?"
So I prefer not writing anything for them at all.
I already wrote a few sentences about the "Big Swing" because people kept asking about that, so I have put down how useless it is to discuss who feels what during the test. But even after this I have heard back some negative opinions, such as I started distributing the "wit", and things like these. So it really makes me think twice before I publish any thoughts here.
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