Rush and thoughts
I am curious what this weekend will bring.
Yesterday I left my office early as I attended the consecration of a new huge and very imposing Budo center in Budapest. It's a shame that there were only a few visitors, which was probably due to the early starting time.
We started the ceremony at 4 and finished almost at 6, so at the end I had to make it fast to the furniture shop to find a good and payable bed.
No luck tho. I had only a few minutes to look around before the shop closed.
Another rush to catch the train to home. By the time I arrived I was quite exhausted.
I was planning to attend a seminar in Hungary today and just before going to sleep I called RI to ask about the schedule so that I can leave in time this morning, but it turned out that the seminar was cancelled and only belt-tests will be held. Oh well, that's my luck.
Probably I should not have checked my mails after all these, and then I would not have sent cranky responses to a few people. Anyway, what's done, done. I hit the bed.
Now everyone is gone (thank God) and I'm alone here today.
Probably I am going to make the usual X-mas gingerbread-cookies which I usually send around X-mas time to a very few friends of mine abroad. I like kitchen work because it always gives me a good opportunity to arrange my thoughts. Right now I'm dealing with one which is on my mind periodically, since quite a while.
Have you ever had to restrain yourself for a longer period of time not to tell something important to someone? If yes, for how long could you do that?
How do you deal with things which are very important for you to share and affects the other person, but you can probably never tell to her/him otherwise s/he will disappear from your life? Sometimes I feel that maybe I should not care that much, just go ahead and tell it, and whatever happenss, that happens. I'll see. So this is the Knot of Gordius.
Anyway, time to go and buy some honey and start making those wonder--cookies. If you behave well (and send me your postal address in case I did not have it), you may also get some :)
Yesterday I left my office early as I attended the consecration of a new huge and very imposing Budo center in Budapest. It's a shame that there were only a few visitors, which was probably due to the early starting time.
We started the ceremony at 4 and finished almost at 6, so at the end I had to make it fast to the furniture shop to find a good and payable bed.
No luck tho. I had only a few minutes to look around before the shop closed.
Another rush to catch the train to home. By the time I arrived I was quite exhausted.
I was planning to attend a seminar in Hungary today and just before going to sleep I called RI to ask about the schedule so that I can leave in time this morning, but it turned out that the seminar was cancelled and only belt-tests will be held. Oh well, that's my luck.
Probably I should not have checked my mails after all these, and then I would not have sent cranky responses to a few people. Anyway, what's done, done. I hit the bed.
Now everyone is gone (thank God) and I'm alone here today.
Probably I am going to make the usual X-mas gingerbread-cookies which I usually send around X-mas time to a very few friends of mine abroad. I like kitchen work because it always gives me a good opportunity to arrange my thoughts. Right now I'm dealing with one which is on my mind periodically, since quite a while.
Have you ever had to restrain yourself for a longer period of time not to tell something important to someone? If yes, for how long could you do that?
How do you deal with things which are very important for you to share and affects the other person, but you can probably never tell to her/him otherwise s/he will disappear from your life? Sometimes I feel that maybe I should not care that much, just go ahead and tell it, and whatever happenss, that happens. I'll see. So this is the Knot of Gordius.
Anyway, time to go and buy some honey and start making those wonder--cookies. If you behave well (and send me your postal address in case I did not have it), you may also get some :)
2 comments:
When are you going to make babies?
Hmmm... you sound like a suicid type of person :)
If I knew who you are I could send some X-mas cookies, spiced up with a pinch of arsene ]:-) :-P
Dew
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