An interlude...

Hyatus again, yes I know.
I am putting together a brief-detailed summary about each instructor I trained with during my stay in Japan, and also about the things I talked about with fellow budokas whom I have met there. But it takes some time. One by one, step by step. So patience please, my dear fellows.

First I need to survive "the storms of the present" and it requires all my strength and will to stay alive. I never thought things would get this far. At least my conscience is absolutely clear. I am getting tired - but I can't give it up.
Again, just like so many times in the past one year, but this time maybe even more: Soke's words keep me alive and give me strength:

"...the concept of persevering to the end, of keeping on going, no matter what, to the very very end. ........ To continue to the very very very end, without giving up. And so Sensei sees some difficult times ahead of the Bujinkan, but if we continue on with the concept of Gambatte or To Keep Going in mind, then we will be successfull"

There is no other option.