Back on track again
It seems that I was right when I thought time heals a lot of wounds.
I feel that I am gaining back my balance and now I have a clearer perspective regarding my future in training.
Time to stand on my own feet it seems. Soke now made sure I won't rest on my ass anymore, in the laboratory-environment of a dojo, in safety, under the protecting wings of somebody. Now I have to do for my own learning and whether I manage or fail will depend only on me from now on.
So now I was forced to face LIFE. I will manage, there is too much to loose.
This last weekend I was in my hometown partly to visit my family, but this time more importantly because the guys from my old dojo asked me to show them what I saw and learnt in Japan. (By the way I think it's interesting that noone from my dojo - which I have just left - asked me about my trainng experiences.)
I was so happy to see them again - we spent a great day together and been training for about 6 hours. I really appreciated their opennes and patience.
Although I have moved to Budapest about 12-13 years ago, we still remained good friends and we always enjoy trainng together. I think deep down I remained a member of that dojo :-).
Very probably next year their instructor is coming to Japan with me - I can't wait to show him everything there. I hope some more of them will also join us :-)
So the Saturday was cool, we trained outdoor at the Big Forest (a wonderful and huge forest in Debrecen).
We covered some ukemi a'la Sh. sensei, some balance play also from him, some knife-play by Soke and Ten no Kata, a'la N. sensei.
The guys were very good and porductive, we 've put a lot of emphasis on softness and softness and softness and on different henka by everyone's own interpretation. It was rather a kind of "physical brainstorming" :-)
We all were dead tired by the end of the afternoon, so we went home and then met up again for a nice dinner. There I talked a bit about the things that happened, as I owe them this so they can see clearly - we've been real buddies for long years after all.
Unfortunately I had to shoot out myself after 2 hours at 22 pm as my grandparents stayed awake only to be able to let me in the house at night.
This weekend did not leave too much time to be spent on my family. This is the first time when I felt the responsibility - and I am glad that my family understood it and they accepted.
So now I am back to the everyday work, and preparing for attending seminars in Hungary and around the country. And for other things as well which are still invisible in the fog of future yet. But they're there :)
I feel that I am gaining back my balance and now I have a clearer perspective regarding my future in training.
Time to stand on my own feet it seems. Soke now made sure I won't rest on my ass anymore, in the laboratory-environment of a dojo, in safety, under the protecting wings of somebody. Now I have to do for my own learning and whether I manage or fail will depend only on me from now on.
So now I was forced to face LIFE. I will manage, there is too much to loose.
This last weekend I was in my hometown partly to visit my family, but this time more importantly because the guys from my old dojo asked me to show them what I saw and learnt in Japan. (By the way I think it's interesting that noone from my dojo - which I have just left - asked me about my trainng experiences.)
I was so happy to see them again - we spent a great day together and been training for about 6 hours. I really appreciated their opennes and patience.
Although I have moved to Budapest about 12-13 years ago, we still remained good friends and we always enjoy trainng together. I think deep down I remained a member of that dojo :-).
Very probably next year their instructor is coming to Japan with me - I can't wait to show him everything there. I hope some more of them will also join us :-)
So the Saturday was cool, we trained outdoor at the Big Forest (a wonderful and huge forest in Debrecen).
We covered some ukemi a'la Sh. sensei, some balance play also from him, some knife-play by Soke and Ten no Kata, a'la N. sensei.
The guys were very good and porductive, we 've put a lot of emphasis on softness and softness and softness and on different henka by everyone's own interpretation. It was rather a kind of "physical brainstorming" :-)
We all were dead tired by the end of the afternoon, so we went home and then met up again for a nice dinner. There I talked a bit about the things that happened, as I owe them this so they can see clearly - we've been real buddies for long years after all.
Unfortunately I had to shoot out myself after 2 hours at 22 pm as my grandparents stayed awake only to be able to let me in the house at night.
This weekend did not leave too much time to be spent on my family. This is the first time when I felt the responsibility - and I am glad that my family understood it and they accepted.
So now I am back to the everyday work, and preparing for attending seminars in Hungary and around the country. And for other things as well which are still invisible in the fog of future yet. But they're there :)
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