Sunday, January 01, 2006

As a start of 2006

This is the first day of 2006.
What will it bring? Who knows. Every year we expect something good, something better, but at the end of the year we always have to face the fact that it brought not only happy memorable things, but also things that you would have preferred to avoid. What happened to me in the past year? Let's see briefly: Got an additional position at the uni I am working at, which kept me two times busier than before (for almost the same money of course), new challenges in my work, new colleagues. I found a new kind of motivation in training, which I have never felt so far. Probably something started to mature in my point of view, regarding training. Well it was about time, after 13 years! So now I ride this huge wave. I also made new friends int he ma I am into, and finally met two really cool friends of mine with whom I have been in touch only via the net, for many years until now. We spent a really awsome week together. I have to make friends with the thought that probably we can never make it again. C'est la vie! Take it or break it.

Some like to make promises at the start of the New Year, and after then they either keep it or not. I dunno but I am not a big fan of this. Either keep your word or don't promise anything at all. I like to look in the mirror every day without having the feeling that I can't trust my own word at all.
New Year's Eve went by very calmly. The thing I wanted to do the most would have been some really hard training, but there was noone around who could give me some really good beating.

Tomorrow work, but I don't really feel like wanting to go. Well, it's not a question of wish, I can still be very thankfull for having a well paying job (at least by Hungarian standards). It allows me to go for seminars and to see and experience more in training.

So what will the New Year bring? I really don't know. But I suspect that I arrived to a turning point in many areas of my life - in trainig as well as in my job and in my private life. But that's already the subject of a new entry ...

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